end what i've started.

from today onwards,

i will no longer post any entries on this blog.

it no longer serves the purpose anymore.

i used to blog, so that friends from all corners can update on my life.
in hope that people will know what i am going through.
a real reflections of me.
or would you rather see the smiling me as always?
perhaps, i was hoping that people would know and people could care.

i thought we could all stay connected despite the distance.

but, there's no longer this need anymore.

what has to go, has to go,
no matter how hard i try,
it's only going to be a one-man show.

if you really care, you'd care.

moreover, this let out space has lost its sense of privacy.

you.

you.

you.

you.

you are the culprit who is always hurting me without knowing.

you.

you always fail to see where i'm standing.

you.

you just overlook my existence for a purpose.

me.

keeping quiet doesnt mean no pain.

why?

why does people in the world always set aside how i feel
and selfishly just do whatever they want?

when people say, "i know this is selfish .. but .."

there's no buts.
i've never done that to you, ever.

bottled.

ka-ra not okay!

 

i chua tio when i saw this ugly photo of myself too! my evil twin unleashed sial.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
i think ugly photos are funny.
i think they were plotting to make me stay single for life when they decided to add this photo into facebook.



and this. all the candid shots. in the KTV with BAT colleagues.




i dislike KTV ALOT.
but, still .. i went. half cheated, half unwillingly.
i enjoy the companionship but not singing .. and definitely not the food.
perhaps i do not know how to enjoy what are deemed fun to most people ..
KTV is just a waste of chik cheng to me.

that chan yien got the cheek to call me a party POOPER.

it's nice to maintain relationship even after internship or work.
out of all those in the photos, i guess only two are still working in BAT.
HAHAHA.
generally, the outing just took all my energy away.

i skipped first lecture and felt like a walking corpse throughout the day.
no more weekdays fun for me.
it's too much for my school life style.

my favorite photo of the day.